FRIEND HOPPING

Well hey everybody was sup it been a good while but i need to get some stuff off my chest well here it goes and i hope that this don't make anybody look at me differently b/c i am changing this habit for now on.....

Well as u can c the title is called friend hopping. Friend hopping is when you meet new people and then the old people in your life u forget. Well u don't forget them the things that y'all did b4 such as hang out, call, text etc.... it kinda goes down, but still keep in contact with the old people. just like club hopping going from one to another one to another one.

Well for the past couple of months me and my friend was kinda getting into it. Well yesterday i had went to her school to talk it out and she told that me that i act brand new when i meet new people and i forget the old people. The thing with that is that i told her that if i do forget the old people then why is it that i still text and call them. yes it may not be as strong as it should have been but i mean at least i keep in contact with them. In life u meet new people and that is just how it goes but hey that is life.

When i got home i thought about how many times that i heard somebody say that i act brand new and i come to realize i did sometimes forget about my old friends and i can say i apologize for that. I know that i was wrong and i can say it. Now that is something some ppl can say.but i can at least say that i tried to still keep in contact with them so that it we can fix it. Now if the person don't want to contact me and fix it then fine that is their choice. like the saying all u can do is try. And some of the reasons that i am not friends with some ppl is not only b/c of my fault there is both sides of the stick that was burnt in order to make the friendship burn.

In conclusion i will say this and i will follow this statement. i found a new group of friends called kamotion and i promise that i will not friend hop on them b/c that is messed up and i wouldn't want a repeat of what happen between me and my other friend. I found two friends that i really can trust and that i can depend on in this group, but i love all them in general. Oh and trust there are some of my old friends that i still love and deal with such as the people that i work with and some of the people i went to middle school with. And for now on all my friends in the future i will NOT FORGET about kamotion, but that doesn't mean that i will not kick it with y'all and them. College open a person eyes to new people. to all my friends now much love and to all my future friends much love. and i promise my habit of friend hopping is over b/c i wouldn't want that to happen to me.

UPDATES

Hey everybody so i guess it has been a long time since i been on here and i have alot stuff to say

Well some recent things that i can tell u about now is that i realize that some of the people who say they are ur friends are now always ur friends but are just in there for a season but i also begin to realize that I cant blame myself anymore for ppl who lose out of contact with me...they say mark why dont u call or hang wit me but now i realize that if u felt like u was losing touch wit me then why you didnt pick up the phone and call me. in the past u called me or texted me when u wanted to hang out then so now so y cant u do the same thing...Also if u dont call me or text why do u think that i should go out of my way to call u or text u ppl got to realize that i dont got to always got out of my way to show that i want u as a friends but how about u go out of ur way to show me that u really do care about our so call friendship everything cannot be one way. Well i talked to my friends and they gave me some good advice and i thank them for it b/c like one of them said ppl come and go and it is true but when the ones that said they were my friend actuallly come back and show me that they want to be friendz then MAYB i will b cool wit them.

ok well now that i am done wit that friend situation.the next thing that i can talk about is thing goin on in school.... well the thing wit that is that i am actually doin better this term b/c i am really dedicated to trying to get A's and B's the only one that i am worrying about is the lit and stats but i think if i keep goin at it then i will get it,but i am not goin to give up though. Also i am in a dance/step team with alot of my friends and we are called kamotion and i love all them and their crazy self. we did good on our first performance and now we are getting ready for our next one which is soon. and also i might pledge i am still debating :) i cant wait though for this year to be over so that in the fall or summer i can go to the dorms.

Also my dating life right now is not at it's best but i got some advice and i am just goin to let it play out and be patient and when the time comes around she will come right along wit it but as of now i am just goin to enjoy my single life until the time is right. But that does mean that i am not looking. All i want is somebody to accept me for me and to be real wit me. i dont need a girl who think that niggas aing shit b/c i am different from all the other dudes so yeah that is how i feel, but i got it coming together soon.

well i just wanted to leave a lil update on how my life is goin right now but trust there is more to come about financial and more school and mayb something very personal that not nebody knew about me but trust me i consider it a curse and it is a curse b/c it cause so much problems in my life.well i will hit the blogspot back up in a few days so burdenz is out and my new nick name is burdenz i will explain in the next one