hey everybody yeah i know i haven't been on here in a good lil while but y'all know i had to do something for the end of winter break/new year of 2010/and the start of spring term.
Well let me start off by saying that 2009 was not all that big of a year the big highlight of 2009 was me walking down the aisle and giving my valedictorian speech and receiving my diploma. oh yeah going to unf is a big highlight... i did good during the summer time and the fall the term was kinda shaky but i can work with what i got but this spring term i am going to stay super focus and determined.
Well while in college i met plenty of ppl that i really can say are my friends. I joined a dance/step team called Kamotion and i love it. Many of my old friends that said they were my friends i found out that they really wasn't and that i just go t cut them loose but that doesn't mean i will not talk to them that just mean we will not be as cool b/c when i am a friend i don't want somebody to take advantage of me and just use me for whatever they want and they don't care what i want so yeah that means i just got to make some changes. It look as if might get replaced neways so i guess it really don't matter.
ok another thing that 2009 had it store was that i realize many things about myself... i realized that i am not able to please everybody b/c if i try to please everybody then that means i am not making time for myself. also that i am not perfect and that i make mistakes but the big part is that i clean up my mistakes. i had did a mean thing to my ex and truthfully i apologized and was sincere about it but i moved on from the entire thing and the only thing i wish from them is happiness. but when that happen ppl started to treat me different but in my head i was thinking that we all make mistakes so y is everybody looking at me different.
2009 i had some goods and bads in my life, but the only thing that i really can say is THANK U GOD for allowing me to wake up everyday and live life. yeah i may have complained about some days but at least i was not six feet under so i am happy. I learn many things in 2009 and now i am going to take the stuff i learned and apply them for 2010 and learn more in 2010 and so forth. but some of the changes that i am ready to make in 2010 is
1. get a higher gpa
2. get some tattoos
3. get body in the correct physical condition
4. actually try and tame my chromes by taking my medicine
5. and gettin all my car problems and financial problems over wit.
well i am done with this blog and all iwant to say i hope that i am ready for 2010 and all the new things that it has in store for me I am ready to make some changes and HAPPY NEW YEARS TO EVERY BODY I HOPE U HAVE A GOOD ONE I KNOW I WILL :)
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Jerry Jr. Edward Sr. and Lorean Harris
Hey everybody was sup with u i know it has been a long time since i been on here but trust me there is alot to tell y'all i think this thanksgiving break i will be blogging about alot of stuff so be prepared to read if u want to enter the maze.
Well this one is about the love that i have for three family members that i will never be able to share with them in person well the first person that i want to start off with is my brother. Yes i had a brother his name was Jerry L. Harris Jr. named after our dad. Well three days after his birth he died. Yeah i know it is very tragic and i miss him. the thing is that i never even got to say hello how are u doing. There has been many times when i wished i was not the only child because it is so lonely and boring. And everybody with brothers and sisters say you are so lucky u the only child and i tell them that u r the lucky one. The company of a brother would be nice to have in my life, but i cant dwell on the past so i always call close friends brothers and sisters. I have 2 "sisters" that i grew up with and their names are Mary Ann and Sandra. You might have heard of them but yeah they are my cousins but they are like my sisters because my parents had raised them, but As of now i have 3 "sisters" and 1 "brothers" , but they are friends but now that i am in college there are friends that i met that i hope i will be able to say that he is like my brother or say she is like my sister in the future. but Jerry L. Harris Jr. I just wanted to say that i miss u and love u and that there will never ever be anybody to replace u. I know that u look out for me from above smiling and laughing at me, but every time i think about being the only child i wish i could just sit down and have a conversation with u for one full hour and i will be highly satisfied. so here is a memo for all the people with brothers and sisters stop being so mean to them and be thankful for them because without them u wouldn't have anybody to talk or to cry to. I think that is why i am always ready to meet and make new friends and i think that is why when i am close with a person as a friend it is hard for me to let go of them, but when i am close with a person they know that they can call on me for anything and i will try my best to do it.
Edward Sr. and Lorean Harris is my grandma and my grandpa on my dad side. When i was little i spent time with them, but till this day i dont have a good memory of them like that. But i do have some pieces that i will always keep with me in life. I miss them alot because i always wanted my grandparents to see me as a young man on his path to his bright future, but they had to leave this world so i am fine. I miss them and love them alot also. I know they are looking down at me and smiling. I just wish i could hug them two for 2 minutes so that i can have that memory forever but i just got to stick with the stuff that i got. Sometimes i would go by their old house and just look at it for all the memories and all the good times that i remember. I know that I will not be able to see them again but they will always live in my heart.
RIP Jerry L. Harris Jr. Brother, Edward Harris Sr. , Lorean Harris I will love yall 4ever
Well this one is about the love that i have for three family members that i will never be able to share with them in person well the first person that i want to start off with is my brother. Yes i had a brother his name was Jerry L. Harris Jr. named after our dad. Well three days after his birth he died. Yeah i know it is very tragic and i miss him. the thing is that i never even got to say hello how are u doing. There has been many times when i wished i was not the only child because it is so lonely and boring. And everybody with brothers and sisters say you are so lucky u the only child and i tell them that u r the lucky one. The company of a brother would be nice to have in my life, but i cant dwell on the past so i always call close friends brothers and sisters. I have 2 "sisters" that i grew up with and their names are Mary Ann and Sandra. You might have heard of them but yeah they are my cousins but they are like my sisters because my parents had raised them, but As of now i have 3 "sisters" and 1 "brothers" , but they are friends but now that i am in college there are friends that i met that i hope i will be able to say that he is like my brother or say she is like my sister in the future. but Jerry L. Harris Jr. I just wanted to say that i miss u and love u and that there will never ever be anybody to replace u. I know that u look out for me from above smiling and laughing at me, but every time i think about being the only child i wish i could just sit down and have a conversation with u for one full hour and i will be highly satisfied. so here is a memo for all the people with brothers and sisters stop being so mean to them and be thankful for them because without them u wouldn't have anybody to talk or to cry to. I think that is why i am always ready to meet and make new friends and i think that is why when i am close with a person as a friend it is hard for me to let go of them, but when i am close with a person they know that they can call on me for anything and i will try my best to do it.
Edward Sr. and Lorean Harris is my grandma and my grandpa on my dad side. When i was little i spent time with them, but till this day i dont have a good memory of them like that. But i do have some pieces that i will always keep with me in life. I miss them alot because i always wanted my grandparents to see me as a young man on his path to his bright future, but they had to leave this world so i am fine. I miss them and love them alot also. I know they are looking down at me and smiling. I just wish i could hug them two for 2 minutes so that i can have that memory forever but i just got to stick with the stuff that i got. Sometimes i would go by their old house and just look at it for all the memories and all the good times that i remember. I know that I will not be able to see them again but they will always live in my heart.
RIP Jerry L. Harris Jr. Brother, Edward Harris Sr. , Lorean Harris I will love yall 4ever
Friday, October 9, 2009
DONT MEAN IT
HEY EVERYBODY I HAVEN'T SEEN U IN A WHILE NOW
WELL LET ME START BY SAYING U KNOW WHEN U SAY ONE THING AND U MEAN ANOTHER. LIKE WHEN U ABOUT TO FIGHT SOMEBODY AND THEY BE LIKE I WILL SHOOT U. AND THEN EVERYBODY FIRST REACTION IS SHOOT ME. WHEN IN THE BACK UR MIND U B I HOPE THEY REALLY GO SHOOT ME. IF NOT THEN GUESS WAT U R DUMB. BUT YEAH SOMETIMES THE EMOTIONS GET THE BEST OF US AND THEN WE SAY STUFF WE REALLY DON'T MEAN. LIKE A HUSBAND AND A WIFE WHEN THEY SAY I HATE U THEY REALLY MEAN I LOVE U BUT RIGHT NOW U JUST PRESSED THE LAST BUTTON AND ONE OF US ABOUT TO BE SLEEPING ON THE COUCH AND IT IS NOT ME LOL.
THE CRAZY THING IS THAT SOMETIMES THERE ARE PPL WHO WILL BELIEVE IT. SO THAT SHOW U THAT WHEN IT COMES OUT UR MOUTH U REALLY CANT TAKE BACK UNLESS U SAY SORRY AND TRUTHFULLY U JUST APOLOGIZE FOR WAT U SAID BUT WAT U SAID WILL STILL BE OUT THERE. SOMETIMES THE EMOTIONS JUST TAKES OVER US AND THEN TAKE A PERSON OUT THEIR OWN MIND. WHEN THE PERSON COME BACK THEY WILL EITHER REGRET WHAT HAD HAPPEN BECAUSE THER JUST MIGHT BE A DAY WHEN U SAY SOMETING AND SOMEBODY BELIEVE AND IT LEAVE A SCRATCH THAT IS IMPOSSIBLE TO GET OFF.
I KNOW IT IS HARD TO NOT LET THE EMOTIONS TAKE OVER BECAUSE I KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO BE TAKEN OVER BY ANGER AND OTHER EMOTIONS. BUT HEY WE GOT TO FIGHT AND NOT LET THEM GET THE BEST OF US. WHEN U SAY U BETTER MEAN B/C IF U DONT U WILL FIND OUT JUST HOW MUCH THINGS CAN CHANGE IN A MATTER OF SECONDS
but then u just might b a lucky one and when u say someting and dont mean there is possibility to pick up were u dropped. but i bet that will show u not to say that blazay blazay stuff. lol
WELL LET ME START BY SAYING U KNOW WHEN U SAY ONE THING AND U MEAN ANOTHER. LIKE WHEN U ABOUT TO FIGHT SOMEBODY AND THEY BE LIKE I WILL SHOOT U. AND THEN EVERYBODY FIRST REACTION IS SHOOT ME. WHEN IN THE BACK UR MIND U B I HOPE THEY REALLY GO SHOOT ME. IF NOT THEN GUESS WAT U R DUMB. BUT YEAH SOMETIMES THE EMOTIONS GET THE BEST OF US AND THEN WE SAY STUFF WE REALLY DON'T MEAN. LIKE A HUSBAND AND A WIFE WHEN THEY SAY I HATE U THEY REALLY MEAN I LOVE U BUT RIGHT NOW U JUST PRESSED THE LAST BUTTON AND ONE OF US ABOUT TO BE SLEEPING ON THE COUCH AND IT IS NOT ME LOL.
THE CRAZY THING IS THAT SOMETIMES THERE ARE PPL WHO WILL BELIEVE IT. SO THAT SHOW U THAT WHEN IT COMES OUT UR MOUTH U REALLY CANT TAKE BACK UNLESS U SAY SORRY AND TRUTHFULLY U JUST APOLOGIZE FOR WAT U SAID BUT WAT U SAID WILL STILL BE OUT THERE. SOMETIMES THE EMOTIONS JUST TAKES OVER US AND THEN TAKE A PERSON OUT THEIR OWN MIND. WHEN THE PERSON COME BACK THEY WILL EITHER REGRET WHAT HAD HAPPEN BECAUSE THER JUST MIGHT BE A DAY WHEN U SAY SOMETING AND SOMEBODY BELIEVE AND IT LEAVE A SCRATCH THAT IS IMPOSSIBLE TO GET OFF.
I KNOW IT IS HARD TO NOT LET THE EMOTIONS TAKE OVER BECAUSE I KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO BE TAKEN OVER BY ANGER AND OTHER EMOTIONS. BUT HEY WE GOT TO FIGHT AND NOT LET THEM GET THE BEST OF US. WHEN U SAY U BETTER MEAN B/C IF U DONT U WILL FIND OUT JUST HOW MUCH THINGS CAN CHANGE IN A MATTER OF SECONDS
but then u just might b a lucky one and when u say someting and dont mean there is possibility to pick up were u dropped. but i bet that will show u not to say that blazay blazay stuff. lol
Saturday, October 3, 2009
Girls and Guys
WELL I WAS GOIN TO WRITE A BLOG ABOUT HOW SOMETIMES A FEMALE CAN ACT CRAZY OVER SOME STUPID STUFF AND I WAS GOIN TO SAY HOW GUYS DONT LIKE WHEN WE ARE COMPARED TO OTHER GUYS AND HAVE TO PAY FOR THE PAST.
BUT TRUTHFULLY I THINK MY SIS AUDREY AND MY FRIEND PETER HAD DID THAT PERFECTLY FINE WITH ALL THE TERMS AND ALL THE FEELINGS COMING OUT.
I JUST HOPE THAT EVERYTHING TURNS OUT OK. LIKE FOR REAL THAT IS ALL I REALLY CAN SAY. WHAT MAKES THIS FUNNY IS THAT I AM JUST SAYING NICE LIL KIND STUFF.
BUT I THINK I AM GOIN TO SAY THIS: I HATE IT WHEN THE MIND PLAY GAMES ON A PERSON AND EVERYTHING COMES OUT WRONG AND THEN JUST MAKES BIG PROBLEM. AND THEN I HATE IT HAVING FEMALE FRIENDS AND IT SEEM LIKE A GUY GET CAUGHT N TROUBLE BUT TRUTHFULLY THE GUY IS THE ONE THAT THE GIRLS TELL THE PROBLEMS TO AS IF A GUY HAVE MAGIC POWER AND CAN FIX THE PROBLEMS. AN ARGUMENT SHOULD ONLY BE HANDLED BY THE PEOPLE THAT IT INVOLVES AND THE FRIENDS SHOULD ONLY KNOW ABOUT IT
BUT TRUTHFULLY I THINK MY SIS AUDREY AND MY FRIEND PETER HAD DID THAT PERFECTLY FINE WITH ALL THE TERMS AND ALL THE FEELINGS COMING OUT.
I JUST HOPE THAT EVERYTHING TURNS OUT OK. LIKE FOR REAL THAT IS ALL I REALLY CAN SAY. WHAT MAKES THIS FUNNY IS THAT I AM JUST SAYING NICE LIL KIND STUFF.
BUT I THINK I AM GOIN TO SAY THIS: I HATE IT WHEN THE MIND PLAY GAMES ON A PERSON AND EVERYTHING COMES OUT WRONG AND THEN JUST MAKES BIG PROBLEM. AND THEN I HATE IT HAVING FEMALE FRIENDS AND IT SEEM LIKE A GUY GET CAUGHT N TROUBLE BUT TRUTHFULLY THE GUY IS THE ONE THAT THE GIRLS TELL THE PROBLEMS TO AS IF A GUY HAVE MAGIC POWER AND CAN FIX THE PROBLEMS. AN ARGUMENT SHOULD ONLY BE HANDLED BY THE PEOPLE THAT IT INVOLVES AND THE FRIENDS SHOULD ONLY KNOW ABOUT IT
Saturday, September 26, 2009
LOVE, LUST, HATE, AND LIFE
WELL IF U READING THIS THEN U ENTER THE MAZE
IT IS FUNNY HOW IT IS EASY FOR SOMEBODY TO LUST AFTER SOMEONE BUT IT IS HARD TO LOVE SOMEONE. THOUGH IT IS HARD FOR A PERSON TO LOVE SOMEONE IT IS REALLY EASY FOR THEM TO HATE A PERSON. ALL THESE EMOTIONS/FEELINGS ALL ARE APART OF LIFE.
1. LOVE IS A CHOICE. U DECIDE IF U WANT TO LOVE SOMEBODY. THERE IS NO GUN THAT PUT TO YOUR HEAD AND SOMEBODY SAY LOVE THAT PERSON OR U WILL DIE. NEVER EVER WILL U COME ACROSS THAT SITUATION. U HAVE THE ABILITY TO BLOCK THE LOVE THAT YOU HAVE FOR A PERSON AND YOU HAVE THE ABILITY TO BLOCK THE LOVE THAT A PERSON HAVE FOR YOU. THE ONE THING ABOUT LOVE IS THAT MANY NAIVE AND STUPID PEOPLE THINK THAT LOVE ONLY HAS GOOD THINGS. WELL FOR THOSE PEOPLE WHO THINK I JUST WANT TO SAY YOU SO WRONG AND YOU GOT SOMETHING COMING FOR YOU IN THE FUTURE. YES LOVE IS SUPPOSE TO BE HAPPY, HUGS, KISSES, GIFTS AND ALL THAT STUFF, BUT WITH LOVE YOU DEFINITELY WILL BE COMING ACROSS SOME HEADACHES, LATE NIGHTS THINKING ABOUT STUPID STFF, AND ARGUMENTS. THE SECOND PROBLEM ABOUT LOVE IS THAT ONCE YOU GIVE IT AWAY AND THEN THE PERSON LEAVE THE LOVE DONT LEAVE WITH THEM U WILL ALWAYS HAVE A SPOT DEEP DOWN IN UR HEART WHERE ALL THE OTHER PPL U MEET CANT TOUCH BUT YOU JUST HAVE TO DEAL WITH THAT. I KNOW ABOUT THAT SPOT TRUST ME I HAVE TWO OF THEM THAT WILL NEVER BE FILLED. U WANT TO MEET SOMEBODY TO FILL THAT SPOT AND JUST TAKE IT AWAY BUT GUESS WHAT IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN.
2. LUST IS UNIVERSAL. THE DESIRE TO HAVE SOMETHING IS IN EVERY HUMAN I DONT CARE IF IT IS SEX, CAR, HOUSE, OR ANYTHING U WILL LUST FOR IT UNTIL U GET IT. U CAN C SOMEBODY LUST FOR SOMETHING IN THEIR EYES AND U CAN HEAR THROUGH THE WORDS. LUST IS SOMETHING THAT WE CANT STOP DOING B/C A PERSON CAT GET EVERYTHING THEY WANT. BUT ANYWAY LUST CAN SOMETIMES CAN LEAD TO TROUBLE. LUST BRINGS OUT THE UGLY AND PEOPLE AND THEY WILL PUSH THROUGH ANYTHING THAT STANDS IN THEIR WAY. LUST IS NOT ALWAYS GOOD BUT IT CAN BE.
3. HATE IS COMMON. THE FEELING OF I JUST WANT TO PUNCH THEM IN THE FACE. THE WISH FOR SOMEBODY TO GET OFF THE FACE OF THIS EARTH. YEAH THAT IS THAT HATE STUFF THAT I BE TALKING ABOUT. I MEAN EVERYBODY CAN NOT BE LIKE AND EVERYBODY WILL NOT LIKE YOU SO GUESS WAT DEAL WITH IT. IF HATE DIDNT EXIST I PROMISE I WOULD GO CRAZY B/C EVERYBODY WANTING TO BE BEST FRIENDS WITH EVERYBODY JUST AGGRAVATES ME. PPL SAY DONT HATE BUT HATE IS JUST AN EMOTION THAT COMES FROM DISSLIKE SO WATEVA.
4. LIFE IS HARD. WELL LIFE YOU NEVER CAN REALLY SAY ANYTHING ABOUT BUT THAT IT IS LIFE.
L L II FF EE
OU
V S
E T A H
AS U CAN SEE FROM MY IMAGE LOVE LUST HATE LIFE ARE ALL APART OF EACH OTHER SO THESE ARE FOUR THINGS U WILL GO THROUGH
(YOUNG JEAN/STRAIGHT BLUNT)
IT IS FUNNY HOW IT IS EASY FOR SOMEBODY TO LUST AFTER SOMEONE BUT IT IS HARD TO LOVE SOMEONE. THOUGH IT IS HARD FOR A PERSON TO LOVE SOMEONE IT IS REALLY EASY FOR THEM TO HATE A PERSON. ALL THESE EMOTIONS/FEELINGS ALL ARE APART OF LIFE.
1. LOVE IS A CHOICE. U DECIDE IF U WANT TO LOVE SOMEBODY. THERE IS NO GUN THAT PUT TO YOUR HEAD AND SOMEBODY SAY LOVE THAT PERSON OR U WILL DIE. NEVER EVER WILL U COME ACROSS THAT SITUATION. U HAVE THE ABILITY TO BLOCK THE LOVE THAT YOU HAVE FOR A PERSON AND YOU HAVE THE ABILITY TO BLOCK THE LOVE THAT A PERSON HAVE FOR YOU. THE ONE THING ABOUT LOVE IS THAT MANY NAIVE AND STUPID PEOPLE THINK THAT LOVE ONLY HAS GOOD THINGS. WELL FOR THOSE PEOPLE WHO THINK I JUST WANT TO SAY YOU SO WRONG AND YOU GOT SOMETHING COMING FOR YOU IN THE FUTURE. YES LOVE IS SUPPOSE TO BE HAPPY, HUGS, KISSES, GIFTS AND ALL THAT STUFF, BUT WITH LOVE YOU DEFINITELY WILL BE COMING ACROSS SOME HEADACHES, LATE NIGHTS THINKING ABOUT STUPID STFF, AND ARGUMENTS. THE SECOND PROBLEM ABOUT LOVE IS THAT ONCE YOU GIVE IT AWAY AND THEN THE PERSON LEAVE THE LOVE DONT LEAVE WITH THEM U WILL ALWAYS HAVE A SPOT DEEP DOWN IN UR HEART WHERE ALL THE OTHER PPL U MEET CANT TOUCH BUT YOU JUST HAVE TO DEAL WITH THAT. I KNOW ABOUT THAT SPOT TRUST ME I HAVE TWO OF THEM THAT WILL NEVER BE FILLED. U WANT TO MEET SOMEBODY TO FILL THAT SPOT AND JUST TAKE IT AWAY BUT GUESS WHAT IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN.
2. LUST IS UNIVERSAL. THE DESIRE TO HAVE SOMETHING IS IN EVERY HUMAN I DONT CARE IF IT IS SEX, CAR, HOUSE, OR ANYTHING U WILL LUST FOR IT UNTIL U GET IT. U CAN C SOMEBODY LUST FOR SOMETHING IN THEIR EYES AND U CAN HEAR THROUGH THE WORDS. LUST IS SOMETHING THAT WE CANT STOP DOING B/C A PERSON CAT GET EVERYTHING THEY WANT. BUT ANYWAY LUST CAN SOMETIMES CAN LEAD TO TROUBLE. LUST BRINGS OUT THE UGLY AND PEOPLE AND THEY WILL PUSH THROUGH ANYTHING THAT STANDS IN THEIR WAY. LUST IS NOT ALWAYS GOOD BUT IT CAN BE.
3. HATE IS COMMON. THE FEELING OF I JUST WANT TO PUNCH THEM IN THE FACE. THE WISH FOR SOMEBODY TO GET OFF THE FACE OF THIS EARTH. YEAH THAT IS THAT HATE STUFF THAT I BE TALKING ABOUT. I MEAN EVERYBODY CAN NOT BE LIKE AND EVERYBODY WILL NOT LIKE YOU SO GUESS WAT DEAL WITH IT. IF HATE DIDNT EXIST I PROMISE I WOULD GO CRAZY B/C EVERYBODY WANTING TO BE BEST FRIENDS WITH EVERYBODY JUST AGGRAVATES ME. PPL SAY DONT HATE BUT HATE IS JUST AN EMOTION THAT COMES FROM DISSLIKE SO WATEVA.
4. LIFE IS HARD. WELL LIFE YOU NEVER CAN REALLY SAY ANYTHING ABOUT BUT THAT IT IS LIFE.
L L II FF EE
OU
V S
E T A H
AS U CAN SEE FROM MY IMAGE LOVE LUST HATE LIFE ARE ALL APART OF EACH OTHER SO THESE ARE FOUR THINGS U WILL GO THROUGH
(YOUNG JEAN/STRAIGHT BLUNT)
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