Hey everybody was sup with u i know it has been a long time since i been on here but trust me there is alot to tell y'all i think this thanksgiving break i will be blogging about alot of stuff so be prepared to read if u want to enter the maze.
Well this one is about the love that i have for three family members that i will never be able to share with them in person well the first person that i want to start off with is my brother. Yes i had a brother his name was Jerry L. Harris Jr. named after our dad. Well three days after his birth he died. Yeah i know it is very tragic and i miss him. the thing is that i never even got to say hello how are u doing. There has been many times when i wished i was not the only child because it is so lonely and boring. And everybody with brothers and sisters say you are so lucky u the only child and i tell them that u r the lucky one. The company of a brother would be nice to have in my life, but i cant dwell on the past so i always call close friends brothers and sisters. I have 2 "sisters" that i grew up with and their names are Mary Ann and Sandra. You might have heard of them but yeah they are my cousins but they are like my sisters because my parents had raised them, but As of now i have 3 "sisters" and 1 "brothers" , but they are friends but now that i am in college there are friends that i met that i hope i will be able to say that he is like my brother or say she is like my sister in the future. but Jerry L. Harris Jr. I just wanted to say that i miss u and love u and that there will never ever be anybody to replace u. I know that u look out for me from above smiling and laughing at me, but every time i think about being the only child i wish i could just sit down and have a conversation with u for one full hour and i will be highly satisfied. so here is a memo for all the people with brothers and sisters stop being so mean to them and be thankful for them because without them u wouldn't have anybody to talk or to cry to. I think that is why i am always ready to meet and make new friends and i think that is why when i am close with a person as a friend it is hard for me to let go of them, but when i am close with a person they know that they can call on me for anything and i will try my best to do it.
Edward Sr. and Lorean Harris is my grandma and my grandpa on my dad side. When i was little i spent time with them, but till this day i dont have a good memory of them like that. But i do have some pieces that i will always keep with me in life. I miss them alot because i always wanted my grandparents to see me as a young man on his path to his bright future, but they had to leave this world so i am fine. I miss them and love them alot also. I know they are looking down at me and smiling. I just wish i could hug them two for 2 minutes so that i can have that memory forever but i just got to stick with the stuff that i got. Sometimes i would go by their old house and just look at it for all the memories and all the good times that i remember. I know that I will not be able to see them again but they will always live in my heart.
RIP Jerry L. Harris Jr. Brother, Edward Harris Sr. , Lorean Harris I will love yall 4ever
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